Today is my first IPPT as a NS men. Since I din train hard for it, I have doubts that I can pass the test today. Not to mention my right shoulder is still aching since dunno when. Anyway, die die gotta go for this test, if not will kena "orh gong".

First attempt at sit-up station, looks good. Nowadays IPPT is so high tech and the machine counts for you. So I finished 5 pts within the time, quite amazed as I have not been doing sit-ups for more than a year. Next to the chin-up bar, I felt that my right shoulder aches quite a lot while I was doing my chin-ups, so I stopped once I get the minimum pts. The rest of the static stations are to my expectations, so it's quite okay to me.

The final station is the 2.4 km run. This is almost a killer to everyone after ORD as we are working, some maybe studying as well (me ^^ haha). The first few laps are still okay, within timing. 4th lap onwards I was lagging behind time and I knew I have to catch up, if not RT will be my present. Last lap last straight I sprint with whatever I have left and collapsed at the resting area. Phew, 3 seconds more and I am a goner... Lucky me~~! =)

The good part is that there is incentive for people who just pass as well. Haha, earned a 100 bucks today. Next year aiming for more $$. Hahaha...

I wonder...

最美好的已在心中，再好的选择都会视而不见

Somehow this quote is meaningful, yet to an extent we have to throw away this concept as what seems to be appearing might not be the actual truth you see in reality~

Just finished my last paper today. Hmmm, feel more relaxed but not yet sense of relief since I know how I fare, haha. Just hope that everything goes smoothly and I will be able to proceed smoothly as well.

If only life could be simpler,
and words can be easily put on the mouth,
then feelings can be shown so visibly.

Haha, I must be thinking too much lately... Time to continue mugging, since slacking the whole of today already.. Wanted to study earlier but can't seem to find the correct motivation.

I think I can use some advice given to me earlier, the fear of repeating will do some effect. This I really can't say for CL, since I really din put the right amount of effort for it. As for OB and IA, there's still time for it, so Jason gonna ganbatte~~!

It's late but I can make it! "Jiayou Jiayou Jason Jiayou" are the words that will stay in my mind to keep me strong! =)

I just hope everything goes smoothly and I will be able to pass all my modules this semester.

What a time to fall sick... Just taken cold medicine and feeling sleepy, better get some rest and catch up with my revision tomorrow.

Yesterday didi came home really late, around 12 am plus, his commander made them stay till 11 pm plus before releasing them back to rest. It's like this, cannot even give them even a bit extra time for rest. Anyway, he indeed grew a lot out of the army, became more matured and gained more knowledge. That's my brother, we never have to worry about his learning ability and his capabilities to adapt and grow. I'm pretty sure he will come out a fine young man~~

Haha, as for me, time to hit the bed and start dreaming~~ Hope I have a good dream tonight, I had one yesterday night but was pretty short since I slept around 2 plus and woke around 7 today... Wanted to hang didi's clothes but he already done it, he's really grown up, no need me to take care of him le. Maybe he can take care of me, lol...

Nitez~~

Feeling a bit feverish and sore throat, and no motivation to revise...

Gotta force myself to read up more in preparation for CL exams, if not dunno what might happen to me...

A martini demands a particular glass
No simple vessel is up to the task
The walls of the receptacle must be thin
As if the air around were supporting the gin

The garnish should be olives - three or four
Or I suggest you show the bartender the door
No need for a toothpick to skewer the flesh
but indeed, those olives had better be fresh

Vermouth is a good thing - don't skimp on it here
Some wet the glass and then let it drip clear
But don't overdo it with that precious wine
Just a quick spash will make it sublime

Most important of all is the chill of that glass
And the cold in that mixture so the cool taste will last
Shaken or stirred? Who cares in the end?
What you raise to your lips is a mighty fine blend!

- poetry for Pub Nite on November 15, 2001, by Joe Peterson

儿：爸，为何我会来到这个世界？

爸（上网中）：迟点再说给你听好吗？

儿：为何不现在说？说啦~~

爸（想回忆一段憾事）：好啦，好啦，你听清楚啦~~

有一天，你爸妈在房里上网时，你爸connect去你妈那，而你妈从我那只memory stick里download了一些东西。当你爸upload完时，才发现自己忘了开firewall,而你妈又没开antivirus。那时当我想delete或cancel已经太迟了。九个月后你就来到这个世界啦，儿你明不明白呀？

儿：哦~~原来我是病毒。。。

Tot I could have scored well for my commercial law since I really put in effort to study. My memory has always been bad and come to think about it, I think it's b'cos I identified the wrong type, should have been ITT.... Damn, should not have scored like this. Look like no effort liddat.

So sian these few days plus consecutive 3 nights of classes made me really shacked..

Luckily today nothing much to follow up and engineer is okay. Din manage to finish wat my manager wants. Dun care, go back on Monday den try to complete, or do some at home...

Sometimes really think of wat I really want in life... Think le oso sian, dun think oso sian... Very sian... Argh!!

Got friends very good liao, dun need to think much, later all white hair come out.

Introducing my new bag!! Crumpler Complete Seed.

I have been waiting to get a crumpler of my own for quite some time, now that I have it, I shall treasure it alot!! =)

It's different as I got it using my hard-earned money. It's a little too expensive but come to think about it, I am just giving myself a little treat for working hard and getting the right responses.

This bag is quite big and can contain a lot of things, more than enuf spaces to put the things I usually have in my previous bag. I can even bring my laptop in this bag too, perhaps good enuf to use it for vacation as well, haha.

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.


Take quiz from here.

第一名

牡羊座.

衝動第一名，做事後悔第一名， 火氣大第一名，大膽第一名，敢愛敢恨第一名。

金牛座.

穩重第一名，節 檢第一名，貪財第一名，可靠第一名，吃苦耐勞第一名。

雙子座.

八卦第一名，聰 慧第一名，Crazy第一名，幽默第 一名，多話第一名。

巨蟹座.

體貼第一名，愛吃第一名，愛家第一名，孝順第一名，多愁善感第一名。

獅子座.

自信第一名，愛 現第一名，要面子第一名，品味第一名，風度第一名。

處女座

細心第一名，挑 剃第一名，愛乾淨第一名，小題大做第一名，吃醋第一名。

天秤座.

愛美第一名，猶 豫第一名，懶惰第一名，善辯第一名，公正第一名。

天蠍座

癡情第一名，扮 酷第一名，魅力第一名，冷冰冰第一名，理智第一名。

射手座.

貪玩第一名，糊 塗第一名，可愛第一名，勇於嘗試第一名，心無城府第一名。

摩羯座.

嚴肅第一名，鎮 定第一名，忍耐第一名，認真第一名，保守第一名。

水瓶座.

好奇第一名，好 學第一名，創意第一名，?類第一名，創造力第一名。

雙魚座.

心軟第一名，敏 感第一名，多疑第一名，愛作夢第一名，胡思亂想第一名。

Grabbed from a friend's blog~~ =)

Today's a tiring but it was all worthwhile! Had to go back to the office in the morning to get some work done. After which, I have to rush down to school for classes, last 2nd class of OB, Organisational Behaviour.

After class, I went to meet Chen Wei, Lin Hui and Shou Shou at Bugis where we went to Sim Lim Square to look for digital camera. At first, my eyes took upon the Casio model, which I got to know later that isn't that good.

It was after a long while that we managed to find Olympus µ 1040 at $400+. After which, we went down to opposite Bugis Junction to have our dinner. By then, most of us were famished till to the long search at Sim Lim Square. We had QQ noodles, which I feel the noodles is quite nice. I feel the food is rather expensive. Nowadays food price is getting higher and higher. It makes us unable to save up if we spend a lot on food in malls and city areas.

Didi's gonna POP this coming Wednesday but I am unable to go, so Mummy and Aunt gotta take many nice photos for me instead. =)

Yea, finally handed OB report on Wednesday. It's been a tiring week and Friday is set for relaxing!! At first asked a couple of friends out but perhaps too last minute ask them out le so they din join.

Nevertheless, I still had an enjoyable night, having nice food at Chinatown and games with friends at Settlers' Cafe. It is my first time being there. At first I look at the board on the table, den someone say "OH, THIS IS ACTUALLY A MENU!" =P

Din mean to laugh but we just can't control. We had a couple of games, quite fun and enjoyable. We played for around 3 hrs and each spent about $15+, came with free flow of drinks. The variety of games is a lot but we only get to see a few. Some are nice and some are just no-brainer games.

The overall experience is great, good to get a few good friends down to game and relax.

So many late nights for the past few weeks, revision for tests and staying late to write reviews for assignments, etc. Time to put a little load off my mind tmr!!

Yea! Tmr can go relax a bit with frens le.. Sometimes feel like acting like a child, stubborn, etc... Luckily for me, mum and dad dun control that much of me, prolly I let them feel safe, lol.

Anyway, life's short, so working hard muz come along with playing harder!! Feeling excited with tots of karaoke~~

Hmm, nvr try paint ball shooting b4, hope to have a game with frenz~~

Really sleepy after reading articles and watching movie for group assignment, still got 4 more hours till prepare to go work, need to have the relevant stuffs prepared before then.

Cannot blame anyone for working late, we are not as efficient as other groups to organize group discussions and assign members to do research. Luckily, Flora managed to explain to us on what the assignment criteria, so we can carry on.

Back to the tired days when I will be dozing off in the day at work, what to do? I am still the indecisive, unprepared little boy..

It's so late but I can't seem to fall asleep, perhaps it's the heat that's affecting me. The weather's been hot lately, sweating a lot during the day makes me so uncomfortable.

Being greedy is a good thing I would say, of cos it really depends of what I want to have. I have got a very good bro, parents who support me and many nice friends to hang around with. Still, I feel at lost at times, perhaps my heart hasn't got a good warm place to settle down.

Haha, not a time to talk about things like this, gotta go to bed and catch some sleep soon, if not tomorrow's revision would be impossible. Heard from the lecturer that the test will cover chapter 1 - 4, really a lot of information to cover so can't really miss out anything.

I do hope I can do well, in many aspects and that I can receive the support I need. =P

Happy Belated 43rd Birthday, Singapore! Had a little nap after dinner earlier, now working on my Introductory Accounting test revision. Really don't know what the test will be covering on, the lecturer had us revise all 3 chapters of the book.

Perhaps I have very low determination, I just can't seem to be able to concentrate, kept thinking of other things. Gotta be more decisive anyway~~

For now, things are certainly getting better for me, work's coping well and I managed to learn quite a lot of new stuffs, that's certainly good news! Haha..

Still thinking of whether or not to get an iPhone, I've been thinking, if it's too hard or too costly to get, I might as well settle with my current iPod or perhaps get a new one with more memory.

These are all expenses plus "wants", certainly can do without, just that often I lose to the war of determination and succumb to them. =(