I wanna be Mr. B

There has been a couple of sleepless nights, not that I wanted to stay awake or what, it's just that thoughts came running in and the thinking process continued...

Many things would be possible with the "if only" element added in, yet to think of that is such a waste of time as time can't be brought back. So planning has to be done, for the benefit of better moving on.

Is education important?

A question to myself and answer to it is: It is important yet not everything will be able to be learned thru' the process. It may be important to what parents say, future prospects, etc. If it's not sth you like, you may not benefit from this learning. By knowing what you want is more important. This way, you will find reasons to seek the knowledge to obtain what you want, the right way of cos'.

Right now, I am just going thru' the process. Hope that I can pass thru' this period and then, to focus on what I want.

There are so many things out there that I want. For example, I want a house that has the facilities I desire. So many facilities; large living room, well-decorated rooms and relax corners, mini bar table, kitchen to dining room link (the serving area that I'm talking about). They are so good to have.

The question is:

How?

By working hard at work? Nah, wun be able to get it... Gotta learn ways and techniques to gain more resources so I can achieve these. By working on the "how" to plan my path is important. I would list my essential luxury items so I can work towards it~~ ^^ Yep, that will be a fine goal to achieve, so that everyone can enjoy the fruits of effort.

Eventually, this is everyone's goal:

To be able to be free - as in total freedom.

That will be so amazing if I achieve it. It's a goal~~ Takes ideas to form and efforts to realise.

Family - They meant so much so much to me that I couldn't put it off my mind for just a moment. The last 2 sems I din work hard but for time to come, I gotta put in more effort, at least I won't regret it when it's complete. Haiz... A sigh to express the feeling right now, countless thought process that will go thru' again, combination of factors that says it's not meaningless to think about them. Only thing to do is to find more motivation to move and seek more opportunities, and to be successful so that we can all savour the fruits of labour~~

Brothers of my life:

1. Justin
2. Keong
3. Champs
4. Aaron
5. Weng Wei
6. Dawcious
7. Vincent
8. and many many others

I hope you guys will continue to take me as brother and we shall be forever! =)

Xi Wang Tian Kong Jiang Yong Yuan Shi Lan Se De....

Recently I read this mail by my senior,

Your life is made up of 90% and other 10%. What's that? I went on to the next slide...

90% of your life is made up of things you have no control at all~~

Rest 10%, it is what you have control. You take charge of what you do, what you can achieve, by determining what you want / desire~~

Example (shown in mail):

You woke up as per usual, changed to your meeting attire and went to the living room downstairs for breakfast. Your wife went ahead to wake your 10-year-old daughter, while you enjoy your breakfast~~

Minutes later, your daughter hurried down to grab the sandwiches. Due to her being rushy, she knocked over your black coffee. "Damn! Look what you have done!" You shouted at your daughter and ran up angrily for a change of attire. Your daughter felt hurt and cried. She missed her bus and needs a ride from you since your wife already left for work earlier after waking your daughter up.

You sent your kid to work but you were late for the important meeting, and your board of directors were so displeased with your sense of urgency. Everything that day went so wrong~~

Your daughter stop talking to you as often and your wife quarrelled with you for being so harsh to your daughter...

So, what if~~~ Just a little difference you make will change the situation or not.

When your daughter knocked off your coffee, instead of yelling at her, you speak softly to her, "It's okay sweetie, Daddy will just have to change up." She calms down and hurries for school while waving goodbye to you. You make a change and gets in time for your meeting.

As mentioned in my buddy's msn personal message,

"Let's begin the day with a positive mindset. Smile!"

Yes, just stay positive and the warmth of yours reaches far and wide, don't you feel the same too? =)

It's been a long while since I last wrote anything, was posting so many nice stuffs from youtube. Yah, it's due to study stress. More like stress I am giving to myself.

I'm saying that cos this sem I am so terrible, totally lost motivation to study hard. Most of the stuffs I studied I turned blank at the exams. How I am wondering to get myself thru... Hopefully I can get a pass bah, have to wait for the results.

Good thing is I am having such a long weekend break after exams, which is totally heaven to me XD Enjoying what I am doing for break, relaxing and watching nice stuffs and dramas I had to forgo during exams. Not bad catching up to them as I can watch all those in one go, sweet~~!

Didi's still at Thailand training and I just hope it will be safe and he will come back soon. It's a long wait even though he will be back in a week. Praying for his safety~~

Think after some thoughts, I do know what's my priority currently so I will be focusing to it and most probably it only. Clear my degree and strive a good career before anything. To me, Family is the most important and will always be the most important of my life. Thanks for everything I have in my life and I will cherish them, give them whatever I can, hopefully. Haha~~

All the best to all my friends studying hard and friends striving for their priority in their lives too~~~ All of you people are unique and special to my life. I have certainly gained a little something when you guys entered my life. Stay happy my friends!

1 more day to relax, hahaha~~