不能说的秘密

I have been too careless lately, so much so that I didn't notice that the date for payment of school fees is long over.

Really, sometimes I dunno what I want actually, what I am thinking about, what I am doing...

Should I be doing better than what I am doing currently? I always feel lost at times, wonder if there's anyone kind enough to show me the way. Sometimes, freedom is like a double-edge sword. Sometimes, I just want someone to tell me what to do instead of me troubled over it.

Indeciveness is one of my greatest weaknesses and definitely I need to find a way to solve this problem. Gotta stay strong minded and not give in to stress. Victory only goes to those who are strong-willed and hardworking.

加油吧, Jason. And to my friends too, ganbatte~~!